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Wednesday, October 05, 2005 |
Regrets |
=Regrets=
Went around smsing ppl abt what's their top things they wanna do and their top two regrets if todae is their last dae... Someone sent back a pretty amazing answer...that he regretted never buying a camera. At first I was like 'wah!! this kind of things also regret...' then the person replied that he doesn't have alot of regrets. And this made me think a long time. Okay from Lavender MRT to Clementi MRT.
I realised that I have a lot of regrets... and alot of my regrets are things that i either never did or never finished accomplishing. Some of my regrets are things I did to others. I think my top most regret will be never trying enough to make an impact on my family abt God. I also regret never reaching out to my friends and ... with some, this regret will stay for a long time. I also regret never putting enough efforts in my studies until too late. I also regret never changing earlier to cause less grief and pain to others. I also regret never resolving issues before it got too complicated. I also regret never saying I forgive you enough. I also regret I never sought forgiveness enough... As I wrote this down... I realised... alot of regrets are due to lack of effort... and a lack of action.
Yeah... I dun wanna go to heaven and have so many regrets! I wanna leave with as less regrets as possible... I know God loves me for what I am... but I also want to have less regrets when I am privileged to see Him. I want to be more disciplined and not waste the fruits of the Holy Spirit that I do have. I may have that bit more patience, that bit more love, but without self-control; all these are nought. I need to start with my schedule and continue my fight to be disciplined as a person. I don't want to come to a stage and regret for what I didn't do. I want to become a person who will be a God-loving, mature person who can be relied on and who is genuinely happy. Yepz.
Okies. back to studying for quiz. =P |
ranted by Jerraine @ 11:12 PM |
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