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(Proverbs 31:25-26)
"She is clothed with strength and dignity; She can laugh at the days to come.
She speaks with wisdom, and faithful instruction is on her tongue." |
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| Tuesday, July 26, 2005 |
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Sigh. Yeah. Sick again. I hate viruses... argh....
Aniwaes... just wanna share abt the evangelism yesterdae. It was great having brothers around so that it could help sistas to reach out to guys... and surprisingly the guys were very reachable. haha... There was a couple of guys who are going to study Psychology... YAY. so it was like instant relatable as I am a *tadah* senior. It was also pretty hard yesterdae... as I had to get used to reaching out without a push event. Usually I reach out to guys cos there's an event going on. This time, even tho we have a hospitality night, but our main focus is on getting to know the person better and building friendship. It was a bit disconcerting at first and I also came to realize that I lost the spontaneity to just wanna be friends with non-Christians. Truly, I am making less and less friends with non-Christians... And I think I fully realize this as I read my journal... I do have alot of non-Christian friends still but all these are from when I was non-Christian. When I became Christian, even my phone list became filled with sistas' and brothers' contacts. I think I too extreme liao... Need to learn how to balance. Thus, when school start I am going to try to have lunch with my friends at least twice a week and to go out with them at least twice a month. I just wanna be a friend who can impact other people positively. And someone who they can depend and trust. (Of course I can't be this to everyone lah.)
I spent time with HX yesterdae and I realised that over the months I learnt quite a few things about healing... I dunno abt the rest but for me... healing needs me to be outward focused. the more I wanna coop myself into a hidden cave, the more I need to try to reach out. God loves me so much that I think i really want to try to share this love with others. And it's in the Bible that I love God with all my heart, mind, soul and reach out to others who may not yet see God's love for them. When I dun share, I am being selfish. I am also actually sinning for God is actually Love. If I dun wanna love people, I know God still loves me but... I also know God will be very sad and disappointed with me.
Yeah... And alot of my negativeness (tht prevents me from reaching out to friends) is due to my insecurity... Just wanna to keep on working on that... =)
Thanks God for being in my life and helping me to change to someone that is willing to allow You to work through me. |
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