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(Proverbs 31:25-26)
"She is clothed with strength and dignity; She can laugh at the days to come.
She speaks with wisdom, and faithful instruction is on her tongue." |
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| Tuesday, October 31, 2006 |
| Untitled-something i wrote in my downest moment... |
be forewarned. what u read wont be friendly. it's not a reflection of my present mood but of my mood about a month ago. (published on 23/11/2006)
Tired...
I never felt so tired before...
So drained out...
Even when ZM committed suicide; I had never felt so much.
I really wish my heart can stop hurting...
I wish to be numb again.
I just wish to be masked again.
Just leave me alone for a while...
I will be back.
Just leave me alone for a time
I will smile again.
Just give me some space
I will stop my tears.
Just help me to pray
til I can pray again.Labels: a queen thinks |
ranted by Jerraine @ 11:08 PM  |
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| Monday, October 23, 2006 |
| At the Crossroads |
Cars whizzing past on my left,
Motorbikes recklessly roaring on my right
Vintage Beetle sounding its horn a distance in front of me
I turned and got temporarily blinded
By large headlights of a container truck.
I am waiting.
Waiting for the traffic lights to change colour
Like how I am changing paths.
Waiting to see which direction I should go.
Whichever direction I take
I know You are holding my right hand.
Please do not let go.
I will tug and rebel.
I will throw tantrums.
I will cry buckets.
I will try to bite your hand.
Yet please hold on to me.
I am just afraid.
Afraid of what the future holds for me.
I know You have plans for me.
Yet sometimes I lack the faith to trust in the Hope
You have blessed me since Jesus was nailed to the cross.
Ps: Please pray for my health! Thanks.Labels: a queen thinks |
| ranted by Jerraine @ 1:24 AM |
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| Sunday, October 08, 2006 |
| Laughter and Tears |
Enter the world with loud cries
Exploration starts with giggles and wails
Slowly emotions are shaped
Into masks for all occasions
A certain kind of laugh for flat jokes
A look of interest for life's mundane
Tears being carefully hidden
Only released when dams can't hold them back
Anger smouldering
Threatening to overwhelm when barriers are breached
Then He entered the life
Reshaping all the masks
Pieces by pieces
Masks fall apart
Drop by drop
Painted faces disintegrate
Rock by rock
Walls tumble down
Only revealing a very little girl
who has lost herself in the myraid of masksLabels: a queen thinks |
| ranted by Jerraine @ 11:09 PM |
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| Thursday, October 05, 2006 |
| good-byes |
nah dun worry... i am not saying good-bye to my blog. HEH. wah so fast sia... 2 weeks plus le since i last blogged. time sure flies when you are bogged down with work and marking... i dun seem to have this problem when i was studying hor? ha. less energy now due to age and MS. (if you are wondering what is MS, come ask me. :P) been teaching and have been enjoying it very much. now am thinking whether i shld continue to persevere in applying to MOE or just look for other jobs... or... there are some options open to me... BUT I WANNA BE A TEACHER! I cant claim that I am totally sure that I can handle teaching without burning out... but I do love being able to pass knowledge and beliefs down to a younger generation who hopefully will pass it on. It's just being able to shape some people's lives and thinking that is so exciting! okay enough promoting-MOE spiel. i shall now proceed to my poem.
Good-bye
Your hand's warmth seemed to linger behind
You may be a woman of few words
yet your touch always overflow with love
love that took me under your wings of care
Tears come unbidden as words
disappear in a vaccum of
grief and pain.
As candles were snuffed out, your life
also disappeared as a demon took the road.
I will miss you.Labels: a queen thinks |
| ranted by Jerraine @ 10:40 PM |
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